I am lost so I am cruel

2 weeks today we will be moving into our flat. I'm so excited I could shit. We've already put in a lot of the furniture because we had to have it delivered early. I still can't believe it is actually happening.

I've just finished my first week in school. Oh my god I loved every single second of it. The feeling you get when you teach a kid to do something and then they can do it all by themselves it's just amazing. I feel like I've finally found where I'm meant to be. The kids all responded to me really well and I've had about a million pictures made for me already! I can't believe how happy it makes me. To wake up in the morning and want to go to work is an amazing thing.

I'm doing ok.

I get downers. I'm having one today in fact. I don't know why. I need a friend I think.